Post by JOEL ABRAMS on Nov 2, 2021 7:43:28 GMT -5
One of the things Joel loved most about working at The Muddy Cup was the customers. While he enjoyed the variety, never knowing which characters would walk through the door on any given day, adding a little much-needed spice to what was essentially a list of repetitive tasks, what he really liked was getting to know the regulars. The people who stopped by every week, every day, even a couple of times a day. He liked learning about them, about their lives and families. Their stories. Some were a lot more forthcoming than others. Some liked to only chat about mundane things – the weather mostly, which, being in Scotland, could change from hour to hour, let alone day to day. Some didn’t care to chat at all, but Joel still liked to learn their regular order and have it whipped up for them as soon as they walked through the door. A little touch to make them feel more welcome. And then there were people like Mrs. Morris who could talk for hours if given the opportunity. Joel indulged her as much as he could, chatting whenever he had a little downtime. Though he’d have done so regardless of her circumstances, learning that she’d lost her husband a few years before, the last of her living relatives, Joel made sure to engage with her as much as he could. Knowing that some days he was the only person she spoke to, Joel had resolved to do whatever he could to make sure she didn’t feel so alone. No one deserved to feel alone. He knew of no worse feeling. The problem came at closing time when Joel had things to do, and sweet Mrs. Morris was still happily talking away. He did what work he could while maintaining a conversation, and she never seemed to mind that his full attention wasn’t on her, but eventually it came time to kick her out. He always felt a bit bad about it but had mastered a way to get her to leave without having to say the words. He packed up a few leftover pastries in a box and offered to carry them out for her, and every time she accepted. At the door, Joel helped her down the step, handed her the box, and promised to see her on his next shift. Every night, she patted his hand, told him he was a good man, and he watched until she disappeared around the corner, headed home. That night had played out like any other, and once Mrs. Morris was out of sight, Joel closed the door, turned the lock, and flipped the sign to indicate that they were now closed. Pulling his wand from his pocket, he flourished his wrist, causing all the blinds to fall one by one, closing the café to the world outside. As he turned, his eyes fell on the only other inhabitant. Someone else who was becoming another of his regulars. He wasn’t as frequent a visitor as many, but Joel was no longer surprised when Cian showed up several times a month. Sometimes he only stopped in for a coffee and a stilted chat, gone again before Joel had even adjusted to his presence. Other times he sequestered himself away at one of the tables, often surrounded by papers and books, entirely immersed in his work and seemingly oblivious to the goings-on around him. Today was the latter. He’d been sat at what Joel had determined was his favourite table for a few hours, down to the dregs of his third cup of coffee, a half-eaten sandwich forgotten in favour of whatever he was reading. Joel had tried to sneak a glance at the title as he’d cleaned one of the nearby tables, but even if he had been able to read it, he doubted he’d understand it. For a moment he just stood and looked at Cian, the gentle furrow in the man’s brow reminding so starkly of the boy he’d once known. In fact, the whole set-up was so woefully familiar that it conjured images in his mind of long nights spent tucked away in the library, pretending to study while watching Cian instead. It made his chest ache like a bruise. Before he could start dwelling on past lives, Joel forced himself back into the present and gently cleared his throat. “We’re closing now,” he said as he slowly walked closer to Cian’s table. He didn’t know when the tightness had disappeared from his voice. The protective barricades evident in his tone. He didn’t know when he’d stopped feeling so tense whenever he’d come face-to-face with the man who represented so much pain. Some time after that night at Cian’s place, he guessed. It had taken Joel a while to get over the shame and embarrassment he’d felt at turning up, drunk and unannounced, but when he had, it seemed to have taken everything else with it. He didn’t feel angry anymore, didn’t feel sad. Didn’t feel like he had to prove anything, not to Cian, not to anyone. He didn’t really know what he felt but he was glad to be free of some of the things weighing him down, futile hopes for a mythical future included. He was happy to just be and let Cian be. He supposed that was progress. “You can stay awhile, if you like,” he heard himself add, surprising himself with the offer. Maybe it was an olive branch of sorts, an acknowledgement of the effort Cian had been putting into being kinder to him, awkward as those efforts had been. Perhaps Joel was testing himself, wanting to know for sure that he could be around Cian without spiralling to somewhere unpleasant. Maybe he would simply always choose company over being alone. But the offer was out there, and it was up to Cian whether or not he accepted. Joel knew he’d be fine with whatever the man chose. “I’ve a meeting at eight so you’ll have to be gone by then, but for the next hour you’ll have the place to yourself. Nice and quiet, just how you like it,” he smiled. |